my bestie says : "lo tuh slalu bgini d nne ! udh gw bilang kan ma lo . . kalo sayang orang tu stengah2 aja , jgn tulus2 bgd . . ujung2'a lo disakitin lagi kann ? gw heran d . . tulus bgd sii lo sm dy ? ? dan herannya lagi napa lo disakitin molo si . . ? udee . kalo mo nangis , nangis aja k gw"
if i could change my feeling , i would do it . but what can i do ? gw gabisa apaapa . . bginila gw kalo udah trlanjur sayang ma orang . jangan salahin gw kalo gw sayang'a awet , lama , tulus , apaadanya . .
bawaannwa pengen nangis mulu blakangan ni , muram , suram , jelek d muka gw klu lg inged goriila !
eiyah , gw ada lagu bwd goriila , bwad yg pgn tau gmana lagunya tnya aj k gw , ntar gw nyanyiin d ! tapi maap yah klu ntar nyanyi'a sambil nangis ! ! nih gw kasi liriknyah !
. Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuits Apparatus .
when i see your smile
tears runs down my face
i can't replace . .
and now that i'm strong i have figured out
how this world turns cold n it's break through my soul
and i know i'll find deep inside me i can be the one
i will never let you fall
i'll stand up for you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven
seasons are changing
waves are crushing
stars are falling
all for us
days grow longer
nights grow shorter
i can show you i'll be the one
i will never let you fall
i'll stand up for you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven
coz you're my . . you're my . . my . .
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away
coz i'm here for yoo . . !
please don't walk awaaay . . !
please tell me you'll staaay . . !
use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and i know i'll be okay
through my skies are turning grey
i will never let you fall
i'll stand up for you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
EVEN IF SAVING YOU SENDS ME TO HEAVEN
Kamis, 06 Maret 2008
Selasa, 04 Maret 2008
i'll let you go , but never let you be my past . .
gw broken bneran kli ini . . sakiid bgd rasanyah . . .
kmaren pas tgl 22 feb gw mao nyatain perasaan gw . ternyata gw gaberani , akhir'a gw nyatain pas tgl 23 lewad sms . eh dy blz cm 'y y y , ok d .'
gw pikir everything's under my control [jah ! bhsa lu nyed !] .
pas tanggal 24 gw lg duduk2 di matras di dpan ruang guru brg kk'a monyett bodohh dan melacur [melakukan curhatt] . pas gw lg kekantin , sii goriila nyamperin kk'a monyett bodohh . gw nglyat , tp gw diem aj . . purapura gatau . pas gorila dah cabud , gw gananya apaapa . . pas tgl 25'a tu br gw nanya ma kk'a monyett bodohh . . dan gw pun melacur lagi di lab fisikah smpe jam 7mlm . kk'a monyett bodohh [kmb] blg bgini . .
goriila [g] : sii anne ngomong apa sama lo ?
kmb : iyaa , dy nyatain prasaan dy k lo kan . lo ko blz'a singkat bgd si ?
g : yaa , abz'a sii anne blz'a lm bgd sii . [demi Tuhan ! gw cm bwad dy nunggu 10mnt . . dlu ! dy bwad gw nunggu 2jam ! !]
kmb : ohh . . .
g : lagipula , gamungkin lah gw jadian sm sesama ank 38 . blakangan kn PMR lg bnyk lomba , gw tkud sii anne jd gakonsen . lgpl , gw udah pnya ce ko . . [shock bgd gw denger'a ! ! bneran ! !]
kmb : hahh ? ? anak manna ?
g : knalan di ayodance . [mampuss ! mkin shock gw . . ]
ga terimaa gw dibandingin ma ce knalan di ayodance ! mnding gw ! dah ktauan ! dah jelas ! gw sayang dy ! gw tulus m dy ! gw stia ttp sayang dy wlw dah 7bln lewat ! gw sayang dy apa adanya ! gw gaakan nyakitin dy ! gw relaaa disakitin dmi dy ! ! gw relaa . . . ! ! gw lebi dari apapun yg bisa dy bandingin ! !
knapa dy blg gituu . . . ? ? ! jahad bgd sii !
tapii , namanya jugga sayang . . orang bisa mlakukan halhal bodoh klo sdg jtuh cinta . . termasukk . . masii sayang dya gapeduli sesakit apapun dy udh nyakitin gw . . gw masii sayang dy , gw masii tulus sm dy , syg dy apa ada'a , gw masii mnunggu hati dy . . walaw gw gaakan gnggu dy lgy . gw gaakan dketin dy lagi . biarin gw sndiri yg rasain sakitnya , perihnya , indahnya , dukanya . . gapapa . cz dy prnah ngasi harihari terindah dalam idup gw . .
kalo goriila baca [woo . . . ngarepp ! ! boodd . . . doo] gw pgn lo tw k . .
"gw bkn tipe org yg suka , tyuz nglupain . lo tw udh selama apa gw sayang sm lo . kalopun lo gabisa ngebales prasaan gw , gw gaakan maksa . as long as you're happy , i'll b happy 4 u . . sounds empty , but i know you know it's true . those heartbeats , those dreams , those smiles . . still exist"
kmaren pas tgl 22 feb gw mao nyatain perasaan gw . ternyata gw gaberani , akhir'a gw nyatain pas tgl 23 lewad sms . eh dy blz cm 'y y y , ok d .'
gw pikir everything's under my control [jah ! bhsa lu nyed !] .
pas tanggal 24 gw lg duduk2 di matras di dpan ruang guru brg kk'a monyett bodohh dan melacur [melakukan curhatt] . pas gw lg kekantin , sii goriila nyamperin kk'a monyett bodohh . gw nglyat , tp gw diem aj . . purapura gatau . pas gorila dah cabud , gw gananya apaapa . . pas tgl 25'a tu br gw nanya ma kk'a monyett bodohh . . dan gw pun melacur lagi di lab fisikah smpe jam 7mlm . kk'a monyett bodohh [kmb] blg bgini . .
goriila [g] : sii anne ngomong apa sama lo ?
kmb : iyaa , dy nyatain prasaan dy k lo kan . lo ko blz'a singkat bgd si ?
g : yaa , abz'a sii anne blz'a lm bgd sii . [demi Tuhan ! gw cm bwad dy nunggu 10mnt . . dlu ! dy bwad gw nunggu 2jam ! !]
kmb : ohh . . .
g : lagipula , gamungkin lah gw jadian sm sesama ank 38 . blakangan kn PMR lg bnyk lomba , gw tkud sii anne jd gakonsen . lgpl , gw udah pnya ce ko . . [shock bgd gw denger'a ! ! bneran ! !]
kmb : hahh ? ? anak manna ?
g : knalan di ayodance . [mampuss ! mkin shock gw . . ]
ga terimaa gw dibandingin ma ce knalan di ayodance ! mnding gw ! dah ktauan ! dah jelas ! gw sayang dy ! gw tulus m dy ! gw stia ttp sayang dy wlw dah 7bln lewat ! gw sayang dy apa adanya ! gw gaakan nyakitin dy ! gw relaaa disakitin dmi dy ! ! gw relaa . . . ! ! gw lebi dari apapun yg bisa dy bandingin ! !
knapa dy blg gituu . . . ? ? ! jahad bgd sii !
tapii , namanya jugga sayang . . orang bisa mlakukan halhal bodoh klo sdg jtuh cinta . . termasukk . . masii sayang dya gapeduli sesakit apapun dy udh nyakitin gw . . gw masii sayang dy , gw masii tulus sm dy , syg dy apa ada'a , gw masii mnunggu hati dy . . walaw gw gaakan gnggu dy lgy . gw gaakan dketin dy lagi . biarin gw sndiri yg rasain sakitnya , perihnya , indahnya , dukanya . . gapapa . cz dy prnah ngasi harihari terindah dalam idup gw . .
kalo goriila baca [woo . . . ngarepp ! ! boodd . . . doo] gw pgn lo tw k . .
"gw bkn tipe org yg suka , tyuz nglupain . lo tw udh selama apa gw sayang sm lo . kalopun lo gabisa ngebales prasaan gw , gw gaakan maksa . as long as you're happy , i'll b happy 4 u . . sounds empty , but i know you know it's true . those heartbeats , those dreams , those smiles . . still exist"
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